Re: imagine that

a few weeks back Charlotte wrote about dreamers and realists. She is very much a realist, Dennis so much a dreamer. I often think of myself as a dreamer and NOT a realist. Yet in Mackenzie and I I have something of a 'problem' that is not such a traditional one. In me being a dreamer I say I want this and I am going to do that. I am going to go get 50 mroe peircings and 20 tattoo's do I ever do it? Of course not! when mack dreams, sometimes I do such a bad job at forgetting and get all angry. When he says he wants a car, he actually tries to get his dream but I never do, so I am the mean realty breaker when I say, we can't afford two cars. It makes me feel like a jerk sometimes (okay, often) to have to break bad news. But do i really have to break it?. Or will he run to the edge stick his foot in the water play in it and dash back? Do i just over react? I will say straight up, I am a reacter, i DONT just wait and see, i plan 7 months in advance.

Oliver comes home at the end of the month, I am not doing such a hot job at being patient :\