She wants to touch me whoa!!!

While I enjoy being bigger than 115lbs this 150 is retarded. I am quitting my birthcontrol. I dot caqre how much I hurt I am bailing off the crap, because on my old one i was 130 and I was able to eat f***ing food. I cant eat crap now and now look like i ate like i fat pig. *emo face* if i just STAYED at this weight i would be fine but it keeps going up, so i am not fine.

mail art addicts.....

Keep your love locked down

*draw circle on wall and band head here*
Japei and Soli, the story that will follow me for expo's to come...
okay so NOT for looking a dog, because I just got rid of mine and i liked the break I was walking with Sindri (my hedgie) and showing him off because I could. I saw PUPPIES! I love puppiws, i will never won ne again though, so I was playing with puppies and in walks this 70 goldendoodle. cream colored, groomed perfect and all. I glanced and thought no more. Go back to table.
heart strings start tugging.
Go back to this dog for time number 2. find out she HAS to go as a set with another dog who cant come for reasons that unless we are interested wont be discussed.
visit times number three and four, they now know who i come to visit.
I call my mommy. she says wait.
I go back to booth and cry internally and look depressed.
Go back time 5 and 6. get handed leash. call mommy and BEG daddy. get a yes.
Get a call monday and find out the otehr dogs story.Japei is a shepard mix. Then owner has a habit of dating abusive guys, one fight Japei walked in between the fight. Jap gets thrown against a wall by the guy in which a huge crack is heard. She is rushed to the emergency 24 hour vet. she has a part of her skull cracked and brain bleeding. She has emergency surgery to let the blood off. She now has random seaizures.
My family has had two severly special needs dogs before, so we decided this be no issue.
SO TONIGHT JAPEI AND SOLI COME TO THERE FOREVER HOME! at age 7 they both need a forever home.
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On the left is japei and thr right is soli

Black dress with the tights underneith...

Pet expo, happly go to with two dogs come home with two more totalling four.... this math is off....

Japei (left) and Soli (right) hopefully (fingers crossed) come home on wendsday :) they are 6 and 8

what else can you do?

Cause i don't care for you fairytales
You're so worried bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing
Once upon a time in a faraway kingdom
Man made up a story said that i should believe him
Go and tell your white knight that he's handsome in hindsight
But i don't want the next best thing
So i sing and hold my head down and i break these walls round me
Can't take no more of your fairytale love - sarah barellis (sp?)

i miss my kenzie :'(

Anyway. It seems that Beethove has gotten well and can now eat dry Evo food without getting ill anymore. a year later...

So i started to draw again ( i used to when i was young) and I am enjoying it. I hope to take a calss at maple weeds this fall for colored pencils