a lady aint what she wears but what she knows

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHXEE7Pi6iQ

I love that song! Video by India arie.

Yesterday I wokee up and I weighed myself. Yes it was still nothing new. 129.8 but it was .2 pounds less then i usually weigh... i hadn't eaten yet either.

I decided I was going to put a bit of effort into dressing nice. So with just a little bit of know how and my normal everyday nothing special body I dressed. and I went to church, and i was told so many times how good I looked, how pretty I was. It contenued throughout the day.

Did I feel pretty? heck yes! was I still wearing walmart clothes. of course I was! so what was it that made me still look abosolutly spo attractive?

Because I KNEW i looked good, Because I felt good.

Heidi who I work for is a nice healthy 250lbs at 5'10. Is she skinny? no! is she always happy with her body, no. But when she dresses up (in her maternity shirts) she feels attractive, and hot damn is she!

"A lady is not what she wears but what she knows!" - india arie

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Without my eating disorder i am still sexy as all get out

I am one of the smartest most intelligent women you will ever meet. I may not always come off as that. i say stupid things and have ditzy moments. But I can speak 2 langagues fluently i am partally learned in a third. I have travleled all over the united states doing mission work. I have taught sunday school for 5 years. i have more experiance with special needs as a care assistant and educator then alot of people my age. If I have ever studied a subject, you best bet that i can tell you anything about it. Everyone mocks me for it, but I know so much about animals it is crazy.

I am a beautiful woman