and a moment of sadness.....

I have to go through my clothes (prolly while watching a movie tomrrow) and try on clothes and throw away ones that don't fit (if that wont make me feel big). Because as much as I hate to admit, my weight, hasn't gone down, and isn't going down. So i figure my new plan is to just STAY PUT! no more then 132 (three pounds more then I weigh now).
I have bought a bunch of clothes this fall bedacuse they cost like a dollar or such at wally world. And I HAVE TO THROW OUT JEANS! It is no longer fun to wear them when you have to lay down and hold your breath and put them on before you even eat for the day. and then at the end of the day they have almost sliced your tummy open because they are so tight. *fake dramatic forehead hold* size 3's, good bye. Size 5's, You can't stay for long. HELLO SIZE 7!